Alive. That’s what you are. Crushed, like that 7th cup of coffee you had, before setting back in your desk. When was the last time you blinked, with that ever so bright screen glaring back at your face? Creaky, squeaky old fan, waiting to die out on electricity or rather crashing down on you. A… Continue reading Routine
Losing You
A storm’s knocking. Paths are splitting. You’re off on your own. I take my own way. You’re making your own new world. I struggle making ends meet with my old one. Very little time, too much left. And I’m losing you. Beginnings are the new ends, the currents are noisier than ever before, rippling through… Continue reading Losing You
Stay
Sway to the music, groove to your heartbeats, rest on your shoulder, when the music filled the entire room, when shivering hands found something to hold on to, when unsure emotions found a night, and with every sway, I wished you’d stay. I surprised myself with such feelings, vague yet so clear, tangled yet so… Continue reading Stay
Knocked
Why am i refusing the evident. Why am i denying the confirmed. What am i waiting for? It’s like asking questions to the answer. It was here always here, yet always spun it around in loops. I tossed a coin, heads I do, tails I don’t, yet somehow somewhere inside, I’m rooting for the answer.… Continue reading Knocked
Messed Up Mind
I created my own demons. I am my own demon. "Not good enough" I convinced myself, and then my belief brought it in action. Always the one who messed it up. Always at the wrong place at the wrong time. My insecurities pointing at me. Awkward and vulnerable, all at once. I was my own… Continue reading Messed Up Mind